brakecrashburn

oh my goodness, oh my goodness. (note: lack of exclamation points– prelim fever)
lit can actually be studied.
(huge revelation)

love you lit time, (pun. hahahahahaha)
ju

social studies is terribly draining as i have come to realise.
80 pages or more, more. (thanks to my lovely procrastinating self)

well i’m glad its over

(my head kinda wants to explode.)

my soul longs for you
my soul longs for you

i am weak
but you are my strength

note to self: urgh.

i need to learn to trust you more. my life is bursting, overflowing with agonizing, tormenting worry when i could simply let go and trust.

a few days ago i was listening to kendall payne and something she said stuck to me.
“we to change our prayer lives stop asking God to save you from your situation because th trials he places in our lives mold and shape us. instead pray for strength and perseverance to see you through.”

“May your heart break enough that compassion enters in
May your strength all be spent upon the weak
All the castles and crowns you build and place upon your head
May they all fall, come crashing down around your feet
May you find every step to be harder than the last
So your character grows greater every stride
May your company be of humble insignificance
May your weakness be your only source of pride
What you do unto others may it all be done to you
May you meet the One who made us
And see Him smile when life is through”

prayer- kendall payne

4 more months till this all ends, it sorta sounds crazy. they say we’ll miss this place.

for the cause of christ i will lay down my life.

teach me to love my enemies because you’ve been constantly reminding me that everyone can love their friends and it takes a one who looks to you to love their enemies just as you have loved them. teach me o lord. for you i hunger desperately.

yesterday, i was reminded that just like how you feel when you don’t eat, you shouldnt feel guilty for not feeding yourself with God’s word, you should be feeling hungry! so, teach me to hunger for you lord. i want to sing your praises day and night and be embraced in your love constantly.

says it all:

Jesus i need you, i want more
Jesus i long for you presence lord
i want you

cause all i want is you
cause all i need is you

I’m hungry for more
more than i’ve had before
more of your presence lord
God would you show me more

i want this to work out so oo oo oo badly.
but i know you’ll always be there for me.
:today was a miracle: